I always forget how hard September is. Summer seems like a drowsy buildup of projects and getting "ready" for the students to arrive. Then, when they get there, you just have to hope your preparation was good enough to get you through the challenge of the next month and a half.
I suppose that's how the marathon will be. You just hope that by doing the painfully long runs you will be able to finish the race. Not even running for time. I just want to finish. And that's how I feel about September.
Looking back, it's starting to feel silly that I put all of this on my plate: marathon training, start of another school year, starting a new personal training gig, and some additional professional development gigs during such a busy season. But then I realize that sense of anxiousness is all fear. I'm afraid I won't finish. I'm afraid I won't be able everything perfectly. I'm afraid I'll drop the ball.
And I remember that I don't have to do everything perfectly. I show up. I put in the work. I ask for breaks and rest. I ask for HELP. I lean in to the uncertainty and vulnerability. I care. I try. Even when I'm not sure what the outcome will be or IF I will be able to finish the race. Half of the battle is fully showing up for the challenge, and it wouldn't be a challenge if it was easy.
The mental challenge of getting through training during such a busy time, trying to rest enough, trying to eat and hydrate enough, and not quitting is harder than I thought it would be. And I'm so grateful I'm not doing it alone:)
Anyway here are pictures/adventures from Labor Day weekend: a much needed 3-day weekend!
-Kels
Friday night: Pineapple & Pearls dinner date
Saturday and Sunday: Kels's Home and visiting Brian&Kay
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Saturday we made it out to see my family and this almost 3 year old. <3 My sister got a new job so we were there to celebrate with her, see my grandma, and hung out with my mom/stepdad and some of their friends eating crabs.
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| Last weekend we ran 15 miles (our longest run yet) from Gravelly point near Reagan airport to Mount Vernon. |
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| Recovering from our 15 mile run with Richard and pizza in Del Ray. |











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